The girl who knew me best

-
When I was little,
I wasn't looking for anything.
I wasn't planning of falling, 
For anyone so soon.
But then I met you, and it changed everything. 
I found you and then I found myself, 
Slowly wanting to spend time with you.
It was simple, it was easy.
Thinking about you always made me crazy.
I still remember the day I met you first,
Gazing at you in the coaching center a lot.
Rejoicing at your glimpse, 
And still didn't want to get caught.
It's more than 3 years since then,
And I found you the best person in my life.
Who made me see the sun, 
When I have seen only the clouds.
As a person who believed in me so much, 
That I too started believing in myself.
Hours of conversation we had, 
And the laughter we shared together.  
Are one of the best moments of my life.
Today you know me more than I do about myself.
I don't know what you are from inside, that you always predict me.
And that too with 100% surety.
What so ever I do to hide my emotions,
I always get caught by you.
That is why I always feel that, 
I am better with you than without you.
I want to tell you how I feel about you, 
But the words I cannot find.
They're all mixed up with my thoughts, 
That are running through my mind.
You never looked me that way as I see you.
You don't even know you're doing this, 
Getting into my heart deeper day by day.
I wish I could tell you, 
But I don't know where to start.
I know I am playing a game, 
That I cannot possibly win.
But still that Dil To Bacha Hai Ji, 
Cannot stop me for committing this thing.
That day will come, 
When you will reveal your feelings out.
And then I have to start all over, 
And choose a different route.
I don't know what I will do, 
Or even what will I say.
May be I would lock it up, 
And keep myself away.
My heart would ache even more, 
But maybe you'll be good.
I just really want to tell you all this, 
BUT ONLY IF I COULD.....

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A Journey Worth Remembering

-
Image
Crossing the class door for the last time, I felt that I have committed a great crime. With wet eyes and gloomy face, I step down the lonely stairs. Thinking of something lost, and calculating of how much does it cost. With vacuum in my heart and with numb hands, I started to gather up the golden moments of my life. The first step which I extended to this institution, Holding my father’s fingers, Full of purity and charm, And unknown to this mystic world. In blue shorts and white shirt, I was just like a new born bird. Then I met a lady who took me in her arm, And I could only see my father. Bidding me goodbye………………….. I found myself all alone, Craving for my father. But then I realised that it wasn’t so, There were many like me, with whom I have to go. It was here I learned the power of friendship, And got enlightened with knowledge. The passage linking those 26 alphabets started here, From thin books to thick one, From nursery rhy...
Read more

ON 7th Day

-
Image
On the 7 th day of my winter vacation, Thought to write tragedy that came in my notion. My mind is hot and eyes are cold, And continued to write about story repeatedly told. My Nana is dead, I still cannot figure out it, And that’s the truth, I’m not telling lie. Winter is on and summer is gone, Showering in the sunlight, I’m sitting here alone. Alone in the sun, I’m taking the bath, And pondering on. what will happen aftermath? My world is ravished because my Nana is no more. With wounds so deep no one could cure. My heart is dark and there is situation of blackout. Everyone is silent and nobody is out. Pessimism has grabbed everybody’s soul, Of what has happened, no one ever gone. Dissent lies in everybody’s heart, And eventually someone has to take the start. Call of the hour is to light up the corpse, And everyone is regretting to suffer the great loss. His body is cold and lifeless, Sleeping like a new born baby, Not to wake up, but t...
Read more